Bleep. I love Nancy.

After a massive fuck up yesterday in the form of drunken cupcake bingeing, didn't weight today, I'd want to cut if I saw the number.
Playing a bakery story with Nancy. I love you nanny :) I feel like you're one of my closest friends, yet we've never even met in real life, I'm going to meet you someday though! :)
Bringing roommate to train station tommorrow, yay 2 hour drive on insane highway! Working dinner shift later after that, and then for once in my life, weekend off! Yayyyy! I effing need it, today was the worst shift ever. Had some trailer trash bleach blonde 40 something screaming in my face about how her food was taking too long. From the time she sat down to the time she got her food it took 20 minutes, I checked the computer. Stupid fuck. I was like YO if you dont get the fuck outta my face we're gonna have some serious fucking problems. The owner ran over cause she could tell I was about to snatch the bitch by her hair and smash her ugly ass face into the table.


That's right. I'll snatch a bitch. Just like that.

Love you nanny bananny :) <3

Cupcakes

91.4 this morning dammit. Same thing I weighed last night, I was hoping for less. Ah well. 90 point whatever tommorrow fer sure. Had coffee this morning, I'll have a shake before I go to work so I don't risk passing out or some shit. My biggest fear is passing out while carrying a tray of food, and waking up covered in Alfredo with customers gathered around me. GAWD. Waiting for a letter from Nancy, it should come today! :D her notes always cheer me up :p love you nanny bannanny!
I want some motherfucking cupcakes. :(

Shits alright

Had a slushy yesterday and an iced coffee today and that's it. 92.2 this morning and I'll be less tommorrow thank god. The slushy made my tongue blue it was funny :p yurrrrp.

nails for breakfast, tacks for snacks

double dose of diuretics and ephedrine for breakfast. and lunch. and possibly dinner.
cause I'm a fat fuck.
you think going a week with no solid food you'd be able to eat something and not inflate to the size of a motherfucking whale. wrong.
never again i guess.

the roommates room smells so bad the stench is seeping to the rest of the house. fucking disgusting, its like creeping into all my senses. clean your shit.

whatever. 

ahh ahh ahh ah stayin aliveeeeee
stuck in my head

thats all.

meh

Yesterday I had a slimfast shake, 4 or 5 croutons, two french fries, and an assload of diet snapple...weighed in this morning at 92.2. Meh. not bad i suppose, but I'm not losing as quickly as I'd like to. Tommorrow I better be in the 91 point whatever range or I'm gonna be pissed.
Might go for a jog later, depending on how I feel. This sunburn is killing me, damn tanning! Meeting Lyss for coffee in a little bit, not sure where yet.
Working a double tommorrow so I probably won't be on pt much at all. I get to be surrounded by delicious food all day instead..joy.
Anyways, nothing special going on here. Basically just living until we decide to leave for cali, hopefully in a month or so...thats really it xx

I'm crispy

Went tanning today,should have known not to go since I went yesterday...anyways I'm red as a lobster and in a shitload of pain. Had one special k protein shake (180 cals) and two spoons of nutella (200 cals), and diet soda and diet snapple. Not sure if I'll eat anything else today, the nutella made my stomach upset so I don't really feel like it. That's really about it...it's 5:44 pm here and I'm ridiculously tired :( gonna take a little nap I think xx

First post

Thank you Phoenix, now I have a blog.
But I have no idea what to blog about, but this is my first post anyways :p